ببساطة
فرحت
فرحة كبيرة
وصوت مزيكا
*في قلبي
:)
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مصالحة علي الحجار
الأربعاء، 23 فبراير 2011
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من أغنية "عارفة"..وكذلك العنوان*
Here I Dig the Rubble..and Start All Over Again..!



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Dear Penny,
I Miss You! I still move my hand under my pillow in search for you, and can't find you...and this literally breaks my heart! I can't find you hiding among my folded clothes! I can't find you in my bag either!! I hope you're safe and sound wherever you are! I'm sorry you had to leave!! I miss your singing, and how you watch me write in my diaries, and listen to songs along with me! I miss you getting mingled with the threads of the scarf I knit! I stopped knitting anyway! You left before I knit a scarf for you! Yet, I'll make one for your forthcoming birthday! I wish you were here... You'd ease the pain a bit! The Fairy misses you too. She misses sitting along with you, on the same shelf, with scattered flowers (I stopped looking at her ..and stopped buying flowers too!) !! She misses your photo together...Have you ever seen a crying Fairy? I did! It's so sorrowful! I keep looking at your photos among my stuff, and our photo together! Who would ever think I'd get so attached to a stuffed, furry, little, singing Penguin?!!! I just simply miss you...! Your place under my pillow is so cold...
You'll forever be my favourite Penguin!
Keep Singing! (and hide under the blankets..and keep warm!)
*A Little Hug!*
yours,
Me!
And I miss Ali El 7aggar..and "bokra ely gy akhdar!" I miss Um Kalthoum! I miss smiling at the hovering butterflies, they still hover around, and I still try to smile, but with pain! I miss feeling at all..! I miss my real laughter..and I so miss myself! I miss being happy..like really happy and joyous! I miss being me, before the many tears shed! I miss my penguin, I really do! and I miss drinking coffee! I miss songs..all songs, particular songs! I miss the mornings, the sunny, cheerful mornings! I miss waking up... with a wish for a new day! I miss wishing, dreaming, hoping and anticipating! I miss Kamilia Gubran! I miss the Smiley Full Moon! I miss the green, vivid promises! And..I miss Hope, it suddenly disappeared! I miss Light, it's quite dark, and cold! I miss "el dyy" and the glistening eyes! I miss being secure..and feeling warm! _____
Update: And I do..do..do MISS Bahaa Taher!!!!!!!

إلى كل اللي كانوا معايا سواء في لحظات قصيرة ،واللي فضلوا معايا وقربنا اكتر، لكل الخيوط الصوف اللي اتحولت فجأة لكوفيات طويلة ودافية، للساحرة الشريرة اللي خلصت منها، لاسوأ سنة تمهيدي مريت بيها وخلصتها هي كمان، لتاني سنة شغل ليا، وللف ع المكتبات،ولكل الفراشات البيضا اللي كانت بتيجي تصبح وتطمن، ولعلي الحجار والوعد، ولبكرة اللي جه اخضر، ولتميم ومريد ورضوى، ولكل فنجان قهوة مظبوطة، وللضي، ولكل لحظة اكتئاب وضيق، ولكل لحظة فرحة مسكرة، ولكل كتاب حلو قريته،ولكل علامات الكون، للملايكة الطيبة والاشارات، لبهاء طاهر، ولصحاب المدرسة اللي كبروا فجأة، لأحلامي، ولمنى ونوران ورزان، وللشيكولاتة باللبن ... شكراً انكم كنتم في 2009


صباح الخير يا بحر_____
قصيدة لد. عبد الوهاب المسيري : غنائية الأحلام الملونة
*29/6/2009*