..and am painted black..

For tonight..I utterly feel lost.
Am all dressed for going out..but I literally dunno where to.
I don't care about the work I have to finish tonight..
I don't mind the rain that's pouring outside.
Indifference.
I just feel like doing something 'am not sure what's that!
I miss my mum.
I miss my friends.
I feel lonely tonight..
Like
every
single
Night!
.
.
.
Tonight, I feel so lost!

I feel like I should go somewhere..but I really dunno..what exactly that is!
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Title: From song, "Falling Slowly"