You reach a point... where you're scared even wanting something..! You're scared to wish, to close your eyes, cross your fingers, and plead for something...! You're scared to believe that you can have something, you can reach it... that it can actually come true! You're scared to want anything...and you're even scared to pray for it... ! The fear of disappointment, pain.. haunts you! And You're surprised at yourself that you can't even dare to WANT, to WISH!
Dear God, the Merciful, the Benevolent, restore our urge for wishing, and make our dreams come true!