Fatal...

It feels like being killed...
Such heaviness...drowning you!
It feels like waiting for a death sentence..
Or..
A miraculous moment..to come
Someone to cry out: Innocent...and that's gonna save you..
It
just
needs
someone
to
step
up
!
But that can no longer be me!
The Crossroads...The Choice...The Courage...The Decision.....
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Dear Lord, It's in Your Hands now...!

p.s. Did I ever mention how I hate the mechanisms of the world and life ...making you out of control?